Should I unalive myself to Spin the wheel, You are valuable and important, and there is help available for whatever you may be going through.that you can use to pick a random item from the list: no, noooo u matter!, no please dont, your are beautiful so no.
It is important to remember that you are not alone, and that there are people who care about you and want to help you. You deserve to live a happy and healthy life.